losing your heart...it sucks when you lose the one person you truly love...the pain is unbearable at night...when your in your room and the only thoughts are of her...she haunts you with her smile...she haunts you with her laugh...she haunts you with her eyes...nothing can compare to the feeling of loneliness...no one by your side...no one to say everything will be alright...no one you can stare at and say to yourself, "damn...i'm the luckiest guy on earth...everything is good..." she is there everywhere you look...the mall...the restaurants...boracay...everything reminds you of her...the music...the clothes...damn...i got it bad...and i got it good...she was the first and last thought of the day...the pain of losing the "dreamgirl" you've always wanted...and having her slip through your hands...without a fight...she just goes away...knowing that you could have done so much more...but you never really showed the effort...it hurts to find out that she gave up...but even more...it hurts when you know she is right...i don't blame her...i don't hate her...it's just the total opposite...i love her...i love her with all my heart...with all my soul...i am a broken man...a broken man by my own doing...i pushed her away...i couldn't keep her happy...and i can't take care of her...the one thing i always wanted to do...keep her safe and warm...in my heart and in my home...but now...i have opened my eyes to the truth...i am alone...floating around this world...with no power to push me along...and no one by my side...i miss her...i wish she would miss me too...i love her...i wish she would look back and say...i love you too...oh how i would give to start all over again...to make it all right...to make you mine again...improve on what i didn't do...and make all the things i did right even better...if only i could...tears fill my eyes with every thought of you...the look in your eyes when we boarded the plane...when i told you i was scared...i knew we would be alright...the night my car broke down and you towed my car with your car...i knew i would be alright...and the night you finally said i love you...i knew...i knew it was going to be alright...and i knew what love meant...but this love...has faded away...here i am...in my room...dark...alone...down...my heart is lost...and so am i.
